God is so good. i feel like i’ve received so much healing today because i was able to see so many ppl that matter a lot to me. i reallie love the people that are in my life…and i wish i could tell them how much they mean to me…but i think i’m just in denial still and i’d rather not go there right now. it’ll be too sad…and then i won’t have the heart to leave. i’m so sad…this is now my last day….and i’m sooooo sooooooo sad this day has finally come. :( my heart feels so heavy…i dunno how i’ll travel alone tom. sad.