at least for 2 hrs.  took anacin.  :)  milk helps.

i just watched a video about a little boy going to heaven.  man…and i’m reading a book about this woman’s experience in heaven.  i kno last year or so i was attacked for my beliefs about it…people even accused me of being a false teacher.  LOL, but i still believe that we can go to heaven now.  :)  cuz i kno wut i’ve experienced is real.  i met my sister and brother for the first time in heaven too.  i had no idea my mom had 2 abortions and when she had them…but it’s true, they even told me the month they would’ve been born if my mom kept them.  my parents believe me…but it’s sad how they’re not that interested in them.  anyway, heaven is a real place…and i’ve been there too.

this week i’ve been rolling around in bed…just praying and asking God to save me from this pain.  and all along i would ask…”God, can i please escape and go visit You in Heaven?”  haha…i reallie wanna go again.  :)  i wish i could visit every day.