i should be sleeping right now…i dunno why i’m up.  i guess i have a lot on my mind…and on top of that my tooth hurts so bad.  ugh…..my tooth feels cold.  it’s one of those pains that gives u the creeps.  yesterday i went to the dentist to fix my cavity.  another $100 gone.  :(  i’ve been visiting the dentist weekly now.  boo.

the dentist told me i should stop breathing through my mouth.  he was like…u have a pretty face but ur teeth are so messed up.  my dad blames the oj - i drink oj like it’s water. u kno wut else the dentist said?  he said people with the last name song aren’t attractive so he’s surprised that i’m a song (btw…he’s a song).  o.O  hello?!  wut about SONG HYE KYO?!  SONG JOONG KI?????  SONG JI HYO???  SONG SEUNG HOON?!  ok…i dunno if those are their stage names but still.  i always thought songs were good-looking people.  ahh~ but it was nice to hear a compliment.  :) 

mm…i’ve been reallie productive this week.  cleaning every dayyyyyyy.  i threw out a bag of clothes.  yikes…i hope i don’t regret it later.  i’ve been organizing my pictures…throwing out old magazines…getting rid of some stationery by writing people hand-written letters (gasp)…reading books that i need to return to my pastor (yeah i kno…i never got around to finishing them) and all that jazz.  i’ve just been digging up wutever i can find in my room and house.  oooomg…i even found my old hs binder!  it’s funnie cuz i had scribbled all over the cover with words & stuff.  it made me smile cuz my eyes caught two things…”PASSION” and “JESUS”.  man…cleaning can make u go back in time…bringing up some good memories and ones u’d rather forget.  everyone has things from their past that they’d rather bury right? 

ok well…i changed my mind on dying my hair blonde.  i think i’ll wait until i find myself a job cuz blonde hair can leave a bad impression on recruiters.  ahh…c’est la vie.  okkkk…i’m gonna try sleeping again.  never drink coffee at night.  it’s torture.