today i am cleaning out my whoooooooole room!  i started yesterday but i made a bigger mess of things.  :P  it’s a little strange how everything is coming to an end.  a graaaaand closure huh?  no more car…no more home…no more job…no more nyc.

new house (for my parents)…new place (korea - for me)…and a new job.

so to celebrate this NEWWWWWWWWW life of mine…i’m throwing out all of my old journals.  goodbye past.  there’s no point in holding on to u now…i want to look forward.

i don’t think i’ll be back for a long time.  i dunno why i get that feeling…but i feel like God is telling me to make a good closure here.  :)  it feels like a real goodbye.  i dunno when i’ll see nyc again…maybe i’ll never come back.  but i’m prepared for wutever it is that’s out there for me.  so it’s time to throw out a lot of stuff.  live simply.

getting rid of stuff reallie puts things into perspective for me.  i’ve been thinking a lot about earthly possessions.  i think it’s better to have less.  my heart feels lighter already.  :)  it’s a reaaallie liberating thing. 

freedommmmmmm!  ahh~