April 2011
13 posts
a sad day
God is so good. i feel like i’ve received so much healing today because i was able to see so many ppl that matter a lot to me. i reallie love the people that are in my life…and i wish i could tell them how much they mean to me…but i think i’m just in denial still and i’d rather not go there right now. it’ll be too sad…and then i won’t have the...
myonlyhope
do u ever feel like disappearing off the face of the earth?
i do.
please don’t take it personally world. i’m just a mess and i’d like to be erased for a bit.
goodbye.
psalm 42
1 As the deer longs for streams of water, so I long for you, O God. 2 I thirst for God, the living God. When can I go and stand before him? 3 Day and night I have only tears for food, while my enemies continually taunt me, saying, “Where is this God of yours?”
4 My heart is breaking as I remember how it used to be: I walked among the crowds of worshipers,...
star
one person i’d reaaaaaaaallie like to see…..LEE HYORI.
i might just freeze if i see her…with my mouth hanging open like an idiot. smh…i dunno why i feel so small around celebrities. -.-
airport fashion
how can u wear skirts and shorts when ur traveling????? it’s soooo cold in airplanes! i bet they change into sweats when they get on~ LOL.
my biggest concern right now is….i dunno how to pack my bags. -.- i don’t want them to get crushed and i don’t want to risk packing them with my checked-in suitcases. i’ll have to carry all of them. ...
ISO
a little creepy, no?? it’s odd…but i’m drawn to this pic. i’m beginning to learn more about LIGHTING when it comes to taking pics. :)
i might be stuck in the airport for 6 hrs cuz my flight is at 6am and i don’t want my dad waking up at 3 when he has to start his day at 5 for work. soooo…i plan on reading my manual for my dslr.
finally, right? ...
one week left
we got a call today. i might be babysitting my cousins for a week… -.- i mean normally i wouldn’t mind but…..i’m finally recovering from my toothache…..and i have so much to do still.
my parents keep asking me to postpone by plane ticket…but there’s no way.
NO WAY. :)
guilty pleasure
i ordered this online last week. :X it’s so beautiful…i can’t wait to hold it. :D~~ (that’s me drooling). and if it doesn’t come in time…i’ll have my mom ship it to me. HAHA. :X
wish
i wish i had green eyes and blond hair. :) yum~
too bad black hair looks so dull on me. some asians look reaaaaaaaallie good with black hair cuz of their porcelain skin. mmm…so i was going to get my hair done tomorrow but my mom won’t let meeeeeeeeeeeeee. she wants me to get it done in korea instead. :( i’m so sad. now i’ll have to take a risk with my...
flow
making my plane playlist right now…
i have one suitcase packed & ready to go. i have to buy 2 more tomorrow so i can pack those too. it feels reallie weird. my whole life fitting in 3 suitcases…and a few boxes. :) mm…i’m starting to feel sad about leaving my parents. sad…
give me boldness, Lord. :) i’m such a wuss.
i’m listening to...
i'm aliiiiiive!!
at least for 2 hrs. took anacin. :) milk helps.
i just watched a video about a little boy going to heaven. man…and i’m reading a book about this woman’s experience in heaven. i kno last year or so i was attacked for my beliefs about it…people even accused me of being a false teacher. LOL, but i still believe that we can go to heaven now. :) cuz i kno wut i’ve...
have mercy
so the pain’s been so bad i took anacin all day yesterday but the problem is…the med is so strong it hurts my stomach. the side effects of the med is a bleeding stomach. uhhh…scary. so i’ve been drinking a loooooooot of water. but today i woke up to a bigger problem - i can’t chewwwwwwww. my nerves are shot. man…i’m scared.
i prob have more root...